Oh yeah, she went to the cancer hospital. Despite a benign tumor not being something severe ( If treated ) I still feel so concerned about her health. I don't know what to talk so much about this.
My brother lost a lot of hair, he is too stressed and just like my mother, he will need treatments. This happened due us panicking about my mother's health, due my father crying a lot as well. He will need several medications to treat it.
Good news to bring! Finally! Fucking finally! I wanted this for a long time. I am not happy living here, I am not happy with anything here. I finally will have the opportunity to restart my life... or start a new life. Whatever... xD
I want to apologize for people who are waiting for commissions. I am working daily. I am sure my beloved commissioners will understand the situation I am currently dealing with.
This is not something that I'll extend so much. But it sucks you give someone all love and support and you get betrayed for no reason as return. Sadly, it will not be something easy to get rid of my mind, maybe, I will never forget it. If anyone wants to cut ties with anyone, please, do it in a mature way. Do not be stupid!
Unexpected news to me and my family. My mother got some diagnosis and she still needs to make some exams. We don't know what is going on and I feel too scared. I am not ready for something horrible.
My mother is fighting for our happiness for a long time. We intend to move out of my town, but it's been years she is trying, not only for her, but for my family, for me. She never gave up.
Living with longing day after day is tormenting. Because the desire to be close grows every second, and the other because I have no idea when I can be there for them. I am trying to keep strong.
Due these episodes happening in my life, I feel very down and unmotivated. That's why I didn't upload anything last month, however, this month, I promise to post more art. Honestly, sometimes I feel I am a failure.
It's about to tell the truth:
The year is almost over and I think it's time to reveal a 2022 promise I did myself: The promise was... Something unusual... I wished for not making friends this year.
If you wonder why... I'm a bullying survivor, I'm harassment survivor, I'm a betrayal survivor. After what happened September until December 2021, I felt like I wasn't made for that, so I felt like walking alone without being afraid to suffer and cry, I felt like I need to be isolated from everything to avoid my mind goes worse. This year, I broke my promise, and I was a little scared for what I've done... I thought they were going to hurt me too. And I had to eliminate some people from my life... Which it wasn't a decision easy to take, but I couldn't let my mind even more hurt.
But what was the result of my broken promise? Was it worth?
I wanna say that this year I met amazing people. They were all good to me and teached me things. This bring me tears to my eyes, because that's what I want not only to myself, but to everyone to gain and give.. Love, respect, care, peace.
Extra: I had a wonderful 2022! With dreams coming true, with a healthy, with love. I couldn't thank you more for living what I lived this year!